Ok, so two kids is a lot. Seiously. This is rediculous. What the crap. Why doesn't anyone warn you...or atleast tell you you're sudicial. Because really, how the heck do you juggle all this.
Let's back up a bit. On June 20th, Haysley finally came home after being in the hospital for 8 weeks, almost to the day. Taking into the account to two previous months of exhaustion, let's add a newborn to the mix, just to spice things up. Now, no more evening trips to Greenville, but instead, we have a screaming 'newborn' all day and night.
Now, one day I will look back on all this and pat myself on the back for surviving it all, but for now, I'm just surviving. Hence the last time I actually had time and felt motivated enough to sit in front of a keyboard to jot down a few of my thoughts...
Poor Avery. I love that kid more than life itself and I feel she's being neglected. People tell me at least she's so small still that she really won't remember this time...nor will she remember being an only child. Nope, from here on out she's a sister, and it's weird.
Ok, I guess that's it for now. See you in a month or two when I actually have time again.